What a crazy last week! Major assignment and big exam over with. Friend came...and left. And the things in my head. I often don't even want to deal with them. So strange how I can be surrounded by some really great friends, but still feel so completely alone. I would say that I h.a.t.e. my love languages of quality time and physical touch, but that would mean me h.a.t.ing who I am and that's something I can't let happen. I struggle with wanting to spend time with people, but wanting to give them space that they need and want. For the most part I give them the space, but I so desperately want to spend time with them. It hurts. And it's hard to be honest on here, yet it's so much easier than talking about it.