The problem with blog-ranting is that if you haven't talked to the person you are ranting about and that person ends up reading what you've written, or other people know who you are ranting about, is that it can cause tension. So I suppose that until I talk to the person or decide it would be beneficial to blog-rant about the circumstances, I will hold onto it because I am not ready to deal with that kind of tension yet, or possibly ever. I know it's not guaranteed that the person will read what has been written, but there is always a chance. GRRRR!!!!! Please pray for me! I need to pray about this before I make anymore decisions. Why am I putting it (praying about it) off??? AAAAAHHHHH!!!!! Anyways, goodnight all.