Here i am...back at school. It's been really nice to see everybody again, but I'm still afraid of the challenges that are facing me this semester. I'm not exactly sure what they are, and because I'm afraid to face them, I'm not up for making the effort to figure it out. I know I have to, though, and I know this is the place to do it. I keep telling myself that I don't have time to think about it, but it's just that I don't want to...not really, or else I would. Argh! Well, off to waste more time...procrastinating as always.