Day 12...still sick. My throat is so sore. I fell asleep for about 1/2 an hour this afternoon and felt like I had slept my life away. When I realized I hadn't, I just wanted to go back to sleep forever, so I figured if I didn't get up then, I probably never would. I have really been thinking of and missing Katie and Nikki. So many things have been bringing them to mind. Things that have been so common to me before now make me cry and want to shut everything out because I cannot find the comfort that I desire. It's weird because it didn't seem to be affecting me for the longest time, so I thought it never would. But since the week of Sr. High...I don't know...I can't even explain it.